Anorexic girl… trapped

Resistance is the key word for today. Lots of judgement and resistance. I drew the same picture twice. This one is called Anorexic girl…. trapped. This is not my favorite picture, but I can’t help but notice this picture really shows the emotion behind the image. Her shoulders are tensed up around her ears… all […]

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Yoga girl

Straightness and light, these are the things that stand out for me in this image of her. Three hours and God knows how much paper I’ve gone through – and still I see the imperfections in my rendition of her image.  The mind is relentless.  I am in awe of the light on her body.  […]

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How thin is thin enough?

How many apples? How much tea? How many calories can I not eat?   How many laxatives will I take? How much will I allow this needy, greedy hunger? (This child of pain and anguish)   I can stifle her cries with my lies about how much I eat and when If I am forced […]

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What pains us makes us grow…

Is photographing and drawing myself narcissistic? Self-Absorbed? Vain? Or could it become a simple, accessible way to heal from self-rejection? For me it is definitely the second statement. I do it because I have always judged and criticized myself harshly, and drawing self-portraits is the best process I’ve found to really change my self-perspective. Usually, when I look in a […]

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Self-Acceptance

This picture is of me, which makes it more challenging to let go of the criticisms my mind propagates as I draw. But with a deep breath and an open heart, I see one thing clearly:   I see the mind trying to accept – working so hard to mentally accept what the body has […]

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